Friday, February 29, 2008

Limbo

Hong Kong airport has free wireless. I'm hanging round, arrived from Munich, leaving later for Auckland. I'm excited about going home, and I'm exhausted.

I don't know how I'll feel when I get home. Germany, with its delightful and demanding system of mathematical education, has taught me how to work -- or at least, one way of working -- and it's this: you simply clear your life of distractions, until there's nothing else to do. I'm looking forward to being back home in a land where I bother cooking properly, going for runs, seeing movies and concerts and talks, listening to schoolchildren debate, and a hundred other things. But will I be able to learn as much maths as I did in the last few months? I don't know, and at the moment I honestly don't care.

Germany's taught me other things too. I'm better at organising things -- travelling, and bureaucratic niceties, and random encounters with friends. It's taught me some German, unsurprisingly. I still don't speak or read it very well, but I can understand when people talk to me, and I can survive. It's taught me things about myself, or possibly just made me realise things I already knew:
  • I like having, or at least find it easier to have, isolated friendships rather than big clumps of them.
  • I like home comforts. Real travelling, where one wanders the desert with a passport and spare undies, I'd find difficult.
  • I'm easily amused. I find most things interesting. (I think this is a good thing.)
It's been wonderful, and I'm grateful I went. But -- I think -- I'm also going to be grateful when I'm home.

1 comment:

The Iconoclast said...

I think some of us will be grateful to see you too :D A trip to Hamilton won't seem like such an effort compared to visiting the other side of the world (hint, hint :P)